KaylahRokksOut337

Looks like I've gotten to that point again. Does this make me even more fucked up for writing at a time like this? It's like 1:20AM, I've been laying down crying for the past hour, and now I've decided to log back on to this shit and listen to Breaking Benjamin on last.fm on XboxLive. Sound like old times to me... My dad called today from Los Angeles. I had no idea he left for there, but whatever. He doesnt tell me these things. Everything was fine, then he asked me if I talked to my grandma. Me, knowing better that something was wrong, asked why and if something actually was wrong. Then he says, "Oh, well her cancer is back." I think I've

8:01PM So I've been watching Teen Mom 2. This shit is ridiculous. One chick is crying because she has to quit smoking weed and go to a nice rehab in California. Another girl can't believe her husband wants a divorce after he found out that she cheated on him a week before their wedding. Jesus Christ. What the hell is wrong with people? I don't even know why I watch that show, it just stresses me out with how retarded they all are. Time to watch some good ole' Johnny Bravo. Lol Well needless to say, today went a hell of a lot better than yesterday. I counted down the minutes until Pre-Calculus would end, ate popcorn in Chemistry, Becnel didn

5:59PM Well here I am again. It's like no matter how far I want to run from this thing, it's still here. It'll always be right here. Just waiting for me to return with all of my problems, because it knows that it's the only one I'll tell... It's another one of those shittastic days. The difference is, the whole day wasn't like that. It was alright up until one point then bam...Kayla shuts down...again. But it's cool. It's okay right? Everything will be okay as usual right? In the long run, I don't know, probably so. But as long as I keep running in circles thinking I'm getting farther from the things on my mind: No. Things will not be okay.